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visualjyushiHow is it already mid-March? I won't lie, I forgot DW existed for bit. I've been meaning to go back and number my regular posts (not masterlist or challenge related), so I've done that just now. Making up a title every time isn't it and not having one feels odd so... trusty numbering system.
A lot happened this month, and I'm now on spring break which means I can breathe!!
The FFVII Rebirth Orchestra Concert was fun. I nearly passed away stressing over Cloud's wig because I've never styled anything so gravity-defying before. It came out pretty okay though! I did less spikes for a more realistic (?) look since I was in casual clothes anyway. My partner had a fun time as Aerith too. I knew they would be showing gameplay clips alongside the performance, but I didn't expect to see much Vincent (my blorbo). Imagine my surprise when they start playing the Galian Beast battle theme, and Vincent's coffin appears in frame. I've never whipped my phone camera out nearly as fast for anything else before LOL.
More of a life update? For a hot minute, I've been chronically lonely because of the whole neurodivergent tendency to have issues being social/making friends. I accepted that I'm probably never meeting anyone the old fashioned way (aka IRL) since I don't party, drink, or have really any social/outdoor hobbies. So, I finally decided to try one of those friending apps. Fully expected it to be useless, and it mostly is, but I actually?? Talked to someone who wanted to meet??? We met up and went to the mall, and my socially anxious ass was terrified, but it went well??????? Despite me not having been very talkative. They actually messaged me the same day afterwards to set up another fun thing to do, so our partners can meet too. I feel kind of proud of myself for putting myself out there. I could not have done this a couple years ago...
This past weekend I also dragged my partner to see HANABIE., a Japanese metalcore band. They were dual headlining with an artist I didn't really care about in all honesty, but I unfortunately had to sit through them because HANABIE. closed the show. My back and feet were killing me (we had walked around the city that day too) but it was so worth seeing them! My partner really didn't like the other headliner, but he did think HANABIE. was good. I'm only allowed to drag him to their concert again if they solo headline, because he's really not into metal or screamo otherwise. He's more of a Taylor Swift guy, so that's fair to me lol.
I've been trying to chill or do things around the house in my spare time, so I haven't written much since posting the first chapter of my most recent fic </3. My brain is overwhelmed by even the thought of writing, but hopefully I'll be inspired to chip away at it again soon. I'm going to try not to worry about it, because I'm still sore/tired and should relax for the rest of my break.
A lot happened this month, and I'm now on spring break which means I can breathe!!
The FFVII Rebirth Orchestra Concert was fun. I nearly passed away stressing over Cloud's wig because I've never styled anything so gravity-defying before. It came out pretty okay though! I did less spikes for a more realistic (?) look since I was in casual clothes anyway. My partner had a fun time as Aerith too. I knew they would be showing gameplay clips alongside the performance, but I didn't expect to see much Vincent (my blorbo). Imagine my surprise when they start playing the Galian Beast battle theme, and Vincent's coffin appears in frame. I've never whipped my phone camera out nearly as fast for anything else before LOL.
More of a life update? For a hot minute, I've been chronically lonely because of the whole neurodivergent tendency to have issues being social/making friends. I accepted that I'm probably never meeting anyone the old fashioned way (aka IRL) since I don't party, drink, or have really any social/outdoor hobbies. So, I finally decided to try one of those friending apps. Fully expected it to be useless, and it mostly is, but I actually?? Talked to someone who wanted to meet??? We met up and went to the mall, and my socially anxious ass was terrified, but it went well??????? Despite me not having been very talkative. They actually messaged me the same day afterwards to set up another fun thing to do, so our partners can meet too. I feel kind of proud of myself for putting myself out there. I could not have done this a couple years ago...
This past weekend I also dragged my partner to see HANABIE., a Japanese metalcore band. They were dual headlining with an artist I didn't really care about in all honesty, but I unfortunately had to sit through them because HANABIE. closed the show. My back and feet were killing me (we had walked around the city that day too) but it was so worth seeing them! My partner really didn't like the other headliner, but he did think HANABIE. was good. I'm only allowed to drag him to their concert again if they solo headline, because he's really not into metal or screamo otherwise. He's more of a Taylor Swift guy, so that's fair to me lol.
I've been trying to chill or do things around the house in my spare time, so I haven't written much since posting the first chapter of my most recent fic </3. My brain is overwhelmed by even the thought of writing, but hopefully I'll be inspired to chip away at it again soon. I'm going to try not to worry about it, because I'm still sore/tired and should relax for the rest of my break.
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